All you need to know about me is NOTHING
Do anything you want here but don't do anything stupid please.
Bear with my spelling/grammatical mistakes.
I can't stand it myself.
Who's fault? My first language is not ENGLISH

I really like this polaroid!!!! I want it so badly.. :(
Anyway, I realised I likes to blog while I'm really busy.
I got tones of homeworks yet I'm here blogging.
I think I'm just trying to get away from it.

The competition had finally ended. It wasn't as good as we thought.
Total disappointment I would say.
However, we can't change the fact that it's over and we should just move on. Although I said I hate the long hours I gotta stay for all the practice for the past 3 years and 4 months. I find it difficult to cope with this terrible feeling.
Oh Shit, I miss band.
All those years spending my time trying to figure out how to skip band and try to go band a bit later so that I don't have to see conductor's face.
Recalling all those memories made me felt sad.
I felt empty.
I wouldn't be able to touch my flute anymore.
My miyazawa. Go and come quite a lot of times.
I miss everything about that room now.
Gonna have a BBQ party tomorrow night.
That will be the last time I'm gonna to be a member of band.
I don't know what will happen tomorrow.
But, I'm sure that I have to bring so tissue. I'm afraid that I'll cry. Enough about band.


Let's go back to this weird guy in my class.
XX I will name him that. He's a good friend. I guess.
He's like a wiki.. technology wiki.
He always update me will the iphone updates and stuffs.
But sometimes I just have difficulties trying to understand what he's saying.
Then he will go like WHAT THE HELL, and stuffs.
He made me felt like an idoit. Which I hate.
I can't scream at him cos he's a really god friend and I don't want anything to go wrong.
OMG, what should I do? Just let it be???!


And, Miss. X is having her birthday party this sunday. I think the fact she brought her bf along ruins the party. But who m I to say that? it's HER BIRTHDAY!
Whatever, I can't go anyway. I decided not to make my mom angry. Mom actually grounded me from going out this year cos it's my BIG year? So what the hell right? I know, but I guess I should just go with it. She's MOM.